Boys and drugs

My sisters chose boys. I choose substances.

My substance addiction became apparent when I was a child. Fiending for that next adrenaline rush so badly that I got into an accident on Crowbar rd. I was in a coma for 7 weeks, and inpatient recovering in the hospital for over a month more. Eventually, they let me out, but only after I begged. This left me permanently injured to the point where I could be completely sober and cops would stop me to breathalyze me in crowds.

Now, over a decade later, both my little sisters are living with or planning to live with men. I have never lived with a man but vaporize delta-8 regularly. They will probably get married, one of them already is engaged.

I’m nervous.